yeah...im breaking down Disney!

Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly

Just a little change
Small, to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast

Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before
Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise
Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bittersweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong

Certain as the sun
Rising in the East
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast


The other day I watched Beauty and the Beast with a good girl friend of mine. Her boyfriend just left for basic and she has been having a hard time. But man, Im glad we went and watched it. Its such an awesome movie. Though I am really glad that they created the other Beauty and the Beast, makes me feel better about how quickly they fell in love and got married, but anyway.

So this song has been stuck in my head for a while, and I couldnt remember all the lyrics so i looked them up. As I was reading them it made me think of Kody and any future guy that I may have in my life.

Falling in love is not an easy thing to do. And I've been very weary about it since Kody ( first loves die hard ). I know that when the right guy comes along I'll hopefully know it and can take that step, but he just hasnt come around yet...or I dont think he has.

But what the lyrics are saying is true. Love has always been around (Tale as old as time), its something that I think keeps us humans from killing each other. Loving is just an exaggerated form of liking, and you generally dont hang around people that you hate (though I know someone that does...he is really weird though. but I like him as a friend so in some way...love! haha).

Love is true, its just us humans that make the untruths that lead us to stop loving or to stop trusting. Loving someone you have to start out as friends, whether its barely or been friends for a long time. No one just falls in love at first sight ( i dont believe in it at least ) you have to take time to get to know someone at least a little bit.

Like with Belle, there is no way she fell in love with the beast the first time she saw him. He had taken her father captive and he was kind of SUPER hairy. But then something changed.

Now I havent quite decided if I believe that the beast really loved Belle. She was the only female to grace their presence in a long time and he needed her to break the spell,but its a Disney movie so lets just say he did.

He started to change. He knew that his temper was never gonna get him anywhere, he used to be an extremely selfish brat, that had never loved anyone but himself. So he (not necessarily changed) but started to make the effort to real in his temper and just be himself.

Falling in love is generally scary, hence why they both were scared. Though it may have been because he was scared that he was gonna look like that for the rest of his life and she was scared because she was being held prisoner by this really ugly scary beast and a bunch of appliances that talk. Im being really cynical. haha

Bittersweet and strange (yes im skipping around) is definitely true. Bittersweet because you lose apart of your self when you fall in love. You have to give yourself to the person (not necessarily physically), you give them a piece of your heart, yeah that sounds better. lol And its definitely strange. All of a sudden your living for them too. You have someone else to think about besides yourself. And if you are an extremely independent or selfish person, its not the easiest thing to do.

Idk if I agree about finding you can change, I have been feeling a lot lately that if I have to change who I am for a guy then he is not worth it. I mean in the movie I can see where that would fit. Beast had extreme temper problems. And there is no way that any girl would fall in love with that, ok thats not true. He was an awesome person besides the temper problems, he just needed to learn to control them which I guess counts as changing but I feel like thats more learning.

Anyway...I dont know why Im criticing (sp) all of this. haha Ive been really lonely lately and finding that special someone has been on my mind a lot. I kind of feel like the beast before belle, all alone with no prospects but my crazy friends around me, except my friends are talking appliances.

Though being lonely and thinking this way is kind of motivating me. I am learning to live with myself and find things to do without being in a relationship. I guess learning to stand on my own two feet, and enjoy alone time. Its definitely not my favorite thing, but Im getting all my homework done and im exercising.

Exercising! whoo hoo! that will help me to feel better about myself and feel more confident in the way that I look. Though I do o so love the way that I look, there are just some things I dont like, but hey...no ones perfect...even though everyone expects us to be. haha

this blog took a weird turn. back to beauty and the beast!

Its such a sweet love story. All the disney princess stories are. The little mermaid is still my favorite though. Though I can connect a bit with Belle. She was considered "odd" because she always had her nose stuck in a book. Well thats definitely me! But I can agree that by my own standards im a pretty odd person, but i think i am very fall in love type...like someone would love me? idk if that made any sense.

ok im starting to ramble. better get of my lazy bum bum and get moving for the day.



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