he is just a kitten...he is just a kitten...

ugh...so i have no idea how to teach a kitten yes...and no...

today has just been a bad day.

woke up extremely exhausted, and as i was getting ready for school i realize that franklin has peed all over my school uniform and a bunch of my pillows...

so a few hours later after showering a couple of times doing a crap load of laundry and throwing out my pillows...my day begins.

it should have begun with me going to school...but that went down the drain once i smelled cat pee.

ugh.

i dont understand.

i know im not home as much as i should be, and that he probably just misses me...but i dont know what ot do! i have to go to work...and when i am home he doesnt like to spend too much time with me

he is always playing with rags (laurens dog) and lauren is always home so idk what his deal is.

i know he is just a kitten... but UGH!!!

whats worse is when i come home and he escapes. he seems to think its fun..

but today instead of running towards the cars he ran towards the road...and that made me freak out. so when i got him needless to say he got some beatings and was carried in a not nice way... and yelled at with lots of not nice words...

i dont know how to teach him that that is bad, and that other things are bad as well.

i think its like a phase for him...like ya know the terrible twos?!? except this is like he terrible 6 month...

and i dont want to keep hitting him b.c that just seems so cruel...it makes me wanna cry every time.

but i am just sooooo tired...all i wanna do is lay down and go to sleep.

its just been a super long day...