I feel like I should be writing something but cant really think of how to put my thoughts and feelings into words.
Found out an amazing person died today. A teacher from my high school was killed in a car accident. The other person hit her right on the drivers side, the dude ran a red light. It really sucked to hear. She was an amazing teacher, and an overall amazing person.
I also had to say goodbye to one of my best friends. She is moving to Virginia to live with her boyfriend, who is an amazing person, Im just gonna miss that girl. But I hope to see her in May. She said we can stay at their place when we go to pittsburgh, and wants to join us, she is a huge steelers fan too. And has family in pittsburgh.
Today was just blah...
I have been struggling wit
I've been feeling lonely lately. Im not sure if its because I want a boyfriend, or am just tired of being alone.
Boyfriends cause way too much drama, and way too much stress, and way too much pain. Its so much easier being single than in a relationship.
I think I just miss that feeling of being important to someone, and feeling special. Its so hard to get those feelings from friends or my bosses. I know that my friends and family love me...but I guess its just different.
Im going to church on sunday...i feel like i might get struck by lightning. haha
i know that I need to forgive the people at snyder and God for what happened last year, guess this is a first step.
leggo...
"Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You" ~ Dr. Seuss.
dear amara(:
ReplyDeletei'm glad to hear you're going back to church. after reading that blog about he who shall not be named getting ordained at snyder and how they acted toward you i was pretty upset. if ever you're in raleigh on a sunday you know you're more than welcome to go with me. my church is pretty darn awesome, and it's big enough people don't know all of your business, haha.
anyway, i kind of feel like a creeper commenting on all of your blogs...but they're interesting(: