and then there is Franklin...

So for the past 4 days I have been battling what I think may have been the flu, thankfully I am finally getting better and it does not seem to have moved into my lungs which is always the biggest worry anytime I get sick. Yay cf. But for some reason its made me feel super lonely. Idk why. I guess b.c I (like most people) like to be taken care of once in a while and I am just hating being single right now. And not only am I single, but Im single with no options. Its like I cant get any guys what so ever! And it really makes me wonder whats going on. Am I really that ugly?!? Or that unapproachable?!? Sometimes I just dont get it. I know I'm not ugly. And even if I was, I am very happy with the way I look, and I dont need someone in my life that doesnt like/love me for the way I look. Its just so freakin hard to find a decent guy. And looking at my life I know I dont need one. My life is GREAT!!! I have the best roommate, an amazing apartment (that is away from all the stress of my family and each one of their craziness). The best job anyone could EVER ask for. I mean seriously, I dont think there is any other job to beat mine. I have the best bosses, and Im steadily learning all about sales and running a business and am excelling in the musical knowledge department, also in the selling department. Im learning so much....and loving every second of it! I have made some amazing friends, though they are older than me, they still seem to be great people and would help me out if I ever needed anything. I have an amazing best friend, and though she lives in Arizona now, I know if I needed her she would do everything in her power to be there for me in any way that I needed... plus, besides this random bout with the flu, my health is great! and then there is Franklin. He is the best cat ever. and I know people (mainly my friends...haha) say that loving this cat makes me a crazy cat lady, but he is truly awesome. He knows just when Im upset and needs some loving...or when i just need his company. he is truly the best cat ever. except for when he decides to try and escape into the great unknown which is actually just the front door. This is the longest I have been single since I started dating. And im guessing that I just need to learn how to be single and to deal with the lonelyness...but im tired of having to deal with it. I feel like thats all Ive been doing. anywho. Im soooo blessed in my life and all that has been going on...even the little stupid stuff like me hitting my roommates car. haha i know that I will meet someone special sometime soon, whether its this month, next , next year or who knows. Im gonna push through it, and enjoy this time with my friends and family. o. and focus on finishing my business degree. bleh. accounting...i am not looking forward to that class!!!! have a great night yall =)