my 2 k's

I MISS MY BEST FRIENDS


Best Friend #1:

o my goodness I cant believe how much I miss her. Today I spend the day with her mom.

Her mom has disabilities and could not drive to her appointment on her own so I took the day off and drove her. It was a lot of fun, I almost started crying when I walked in her house. OMG it looks so different. Her mom has completely cleaned out her house. it looks super different, but totally in a good way. not as much clutter. but omg do I miss going over there and hanging out with my that girl.

Things have been so different since she moved. Its been almost a year. its so crazy to think that she has been gone that long.

Ive made some great friends since then, but no one can replace my best friend.

We are soo alike, its so weird not having her right down the street, or just a phone call away...Im super happy for her, and the life she is making for herself. but i miss her!!!!!

Im so super glad to call her my best friend. idk what I would do without her.

Best Friend #2

I sometimes wonder if she doesnt like me anymore b.c of how close I am with Kayla. I try not to read into the things she says on fb...or the things she does, but its soooo hard.

She was my ultimate best friend in high school and we helped each other through soooo much!! I was there for her when all the stuff with her brother was going down, and she was with me with all of my grandparent problems and with everything else that went down.

We would spend every weekend at her house. (I didnt like being at mine)

We would watch One Tree Hill and just talk. It was such fun. I was so close to her and to her family. They were my second family.

And all of a sudden she doesnt like me anymore. Says that she just needs to figure out her life and until then she could use some time from me.

I know that it probably has something to do with the fact that she is dating my ex boyfriends best friend. But that doesnt bother me...but it might bother her. idk. i just dont understand it at all.

I miss her though

I miss the times that the three of us would have together. I miss just our little group, and the way we were all at easy with each other.

I know that Ive made some great friends now.

Erika and I have never been closer. She is definitely one of my best friends. And Megan is the greatest ever! One of my best friends to.

These four girls are the girls that I would turn to for anything.

And it hurts that I might have done something to turn one of them away from me.

I have so much good in my life now, that I know that I dont need the stress and the drama of a relationship like this one...but it still hurts ya know?

o well.

anyway...

I had a great day today =)

had fun with the bestys mom...then had a great date with Eddy...and its not time for bed!!

Good night my loves =)