FML

so found out today that my sisters and i have to be 3 feet apart from here on out. this blows.

i deal just fine with all of the shit that comes with cf.

the countless hospital visits

the needles

the meds

the pain

that stupid death sentence...

but telling me that i cant be close to my sisters...or if i wnat to be i have to wear a mask?!?!

im sorry but im not that strong.

my sisters are the two people that understand everything about me and our cf. They know me...

i cant handle this.

im sick of feeling lik ei have to chose betweena normal life and the cf life.

i just want everything to be normal

i just want my sisters

all you people take advantage of the fact that you have this life with out (virtually) no hassles.

sure we all have our troubles, and im not saying that mine are greater...this just really sucks right now.

i know that we will be able to work around this...and will still see each other.

it just really really blows.

my sisters are the most important people to me

i feel like no one really understands what im going through.

i wanted to throw/ break something soooooooo bad earlier when i found out. I sat in the piano room at work and just cried.

god.

i hate hate HATE this.